it's not that i don’t want to remember it,

i think it's just that it doesn't make sense and for some reason, i don't even bother to try to make sense of it.

they say every person in your dream is someone You've met or seen. Your brain cannot generate faces. i have always believed dreams have a meaning, or perhaps they tell the future or more like, where we are heading.

but sometimes sleep is my escape.

maybe that's the problem,

i always run away.

it's best not to think about. not to think about it too much.

so i run.

and i run . . . it's easier.